Saturday, February 19, 2011

Jane Says:

Sometimes I feel real bad about life, sometimes I suffer inside to the point where I can understand how people want to die.  But sometimes, I feel like I haven't suffered enough.  I haven't hit bottom yet.

So I drink too much and I engage in reckless behavior...I challenge danger and spit in his face - taunting, hoping he'll hit me back, hard, knocking me to the ground all bloody and broken.  I make bad choices and I let in the wrong people.  I keep myself hidden away so no one can find me. 

I've made all the wrong decisions and yet, here I am.  And I'm still alive.

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